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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • Two Windows to the Sea 2

    The Sunrise on Fifth Street
    For M.

    I open my eyes. Laying still,
    I stare at the gauzy, delicate white curtains
    illuminated by the morning sun.
    The clock on the bedside table ticks faintly.

    Unhurried, my eyes wander about the room.
    The Christmas cactus on a stool in the corner
    is blooming, brilliant red blossoms drip
    from the many splayed jade-green stems.
    A Diego Rivera painting hangs on the wall:
    a dark-haired girl in a cream colored tunic carries
    a cluster of calla lilies.

    Outside the window: the faint flutter and
    chit-chat of chickadees in the aspens.
    They clatter together the leaves on thin white branches.
    I smile at them, but they can't see me.

    The figure beside me stirs. The heel
    of his foot gently kicks at my shin.
    I press my breasts to his bare back and he rolls
    over, eyes clouded by sleep, struggling
    to focus on me in the bright light.

    Good morning, he hums. He pulls me toward
    him and our knees touch. With his eyes still
    closed, he slides his hand out from under the white sheets
    to rest it on my cheek. He feels me smile with his palm
    and he smiles too.
    You were in my dream last night. I feel the crease
    deepen between my brows. There was a short pause.
    The world was ending.

    He opens his eyes and lifts his head from
    the pillow, listening. Everyone around me was dying
    or crying. Some people were singing and dancing,
    Some people were making love. You were
    looking for me. We were looking for eachother.

    Did I find you? He asks.
    I don't think so. I shake my head.
    He looks at me and I watch the corners of
    his mouth turn downward. Leaning into me on
    the mattress, he kisses my forehead.

     

    ©BLBruce, 2009.

Friday, 16 October 2009

  • Jeffty8BW

    Ghost

    In the middle of the afternoons
    she lays out her dead lover's clothes on the bed:
    a green plaid jacket, white t-shirt, dark blue denim jeans
    with holes at the heels and at the knees.
    A heavily broken-in pair of sneakers
    patiently rest on the floor, side by side.
    She watches the clothes like they might come alive,
    flesh filling the hollows of the soft fabrics
    the way air might inflate wilted sails.
    Now, she smokes a cigarette in her underwear
    folded into a chair on the far end of the room,
    while the clothing lay vacant, expectant.

     

    ©BLBruce, 2009

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

  •  

    Looking thru the grass

     

    The Train

    This morning the cattails sway
    under the weight of red-winged blackbirds
    with their sputtering chatter.
    Amongst marsh reeds
    the subtle croak of toads
    echo out and into glassless windows.

    And because neither had imagined
    the stillness of the barren, deserted railway cars
    bordering the old millpond,
    their hands slid beneath soft cotton--
    soon, two nude figures startle mice
    under the floorboards, moisten the dust
    on an unforgiving wooden bench.

    Beneath cobwebs in the eaves of the cabin
    they dress and climb down the ladder
    away from the train tracks,
    the girl stepping over the detritus of oiled ties and scrap steel
    ahead of the boy that looks away,
    watching the splash of red and yellow
    on the black wings of the birds in the reeds.

     

    ©BLBruce, 2009

Monday, 12 October 2009

  • Horse Eye

    The Hare, the Sparrow, and the Marlin

    The grass does not live in me,
    nor the tangled mess of roots,
    the constellations of pebbles
    in the dirt.

    The hare's fear of the coyote,
    the heron and the sparrow's wing-beat
    live in me as does the
    fluid slide of the marlin and the porpoise
    in the swell of tides.

    I cannot know why
    the owl questions the dusk
    or what the stallion considers
    in empty, rolling plains,
    but I feel the strength of their haunch
    and the pull of earth under foot as my own,
    longing for space to run.

    I can weep like the mourning dove
    and the fold of the flower's petals
    in the absence of sun mimic the woeful
    belittlement of my limbs
    in the cold.

    All together we breathe,
    each in rhythm with none but ourselves,
    yet we share empathy and guilt,
    a kinship with kreeping things
    in the wood, the deserts,
    and in the sea.

    I am water and bones and teeth,
    pink flesh,
    the rain and the sky do not live in me,
    but with me,
    and the wind move over me,
    but does not join my blood.
    The dust of my body was
    once the dust of stars,
    the stars that flicker in the black bed of night,
    from which the moon smiles,
    silently awaiting the
    sun's return once more.

     

    ©BLBruce, 2009

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